in the morning she was pleasant and her friend (the man who constantly spent the night at her house) would sing her praise while she cooked his eggs. Loving her in the morning was easy- her smile came so quickly all he had to do was say good morning. Then night would come, and the tired aching feeling crept in around midnight. When the city lights knocked like prisoners on the windows. So she hid under the covers of her bed,  crying for her friend to save her from the ghosts in her closet or the devil nipping from the bottom of her bed.  He would come quickly, to pet her hand and kiss her cheeks, her nose, her lips, her ears, her eyes.  He'd hold her shaking hands until she fell asleep, and in the morning he would love her differently than he does at night, he will watch her beaming smile, his jokes causing an infectious laughter to jump through both of them. In the morning she was pleasant, and in the morning he is hopeful.

Today has been a hectic ride, I woke up at 6am, which I haven't done since the beginning of break, so indeed it was weird.  This led me to the bus which took me to Shippensburg Pennsylvania, which now with the utmost of affection I will refer to as "the shittiest campus to man a bus in". We destroyed one sign and one bus! Also, they offered us boxed lunches opposed to the regular pasta or subs I am very much accustomed to at Central Penn college.  I'm very glad I will not be in FBLA next year (but depending on what college I may or may not attend, I might join PBL). Jake and I competed, which is a funny story because when given an hour to take a 100 question test we some how do it in 30 minutes! Test taken by 11am giving me three hours to stress if I will finish my FBLA career exactly where I started it, in Hershey Pennsylvania lounging in hotel beds (A very guilty pleasure of mine seeing as I find  hotels not only to be fun and different but ultimatley incredibly attractive and inspiring for many a things).  A tour comes, and a tour goes, lunch comes and lunch goes...the time comes like a whip! Jake is elected Secritary of FBLA Region 26, and I am very proud seeing as I helped right the speech, or basically wrote an outline and he filled in with how he wanted it.  Anyway! I'm avoiding it completely, I made it! First place with my dear good friend Jake. We will be testing for Business Ethics come April. Which is very much exciting. While it's strange that Matt wont be at Hershey this year nor Brian or really any of my friends from those times It's comforting, I'll pay less attention to watching Batman, playing cards, or water volleyball and will be able to do my work. Which is the goal, so I can slack off come California. With this success (which, again brings an overwhelming sense of feeling confidence and sexy to myself) I decided that this long hair jibberish is not working, I need short hair.  And not only will I cut my hair before april but I will find a whole new make-up style. Something dramatic and classic.  Oh well. Also, I seriously wish I could pull off the Amelie hair. Sadly my face is just too round. For those of you who haven't seen Amelie yet, I reccomend it with so much eagerness that I even began to type with excitement! Adorable, very very adorable!